April Fool

she walked into the corridor for morning lecture, and when she entered the class near me to talk with friends, I tried once more to find the words for the foliant blaze of her green eyes. n i wanted to tell her but i couldn't. I wish now with all my heart that I did, n now time has come to say goodbye to my 1st love. I wished right from the beginning, when I first saw her in convocation hall, to tell her about the beauty in her eyes.
I liked everything about her. I liked the way she walked, talked n her beautiful smile. i didn't love the world before but I do now because it seemed so much more beautiful in her eyes. Now it seems everything is over. what will I say to my dad, when he asks me "why don't you tell her your feeling ki you love her". I don't even have courage to do that. what resists me ??? these are the big questions I have with me, when i walk out from IIT.
someone will feel it in the right way, if you know what i mean. "you will learn something, when you break your heart that way" I think my friends will understand what i wanna convince you. yea... i am talking about her .......

Manav (without soul)