April Fool

she walked into the corridor for morning lecture, and when she entered the class near me to talk with friends, I tried once more to find the words for the foliant blaze of her green eyes. n i wanted to tell her but i couldn't. I wish now with all my heart that I did, n now time has come to say goodbye to my 1st love. I wished right from the beginning, when I first saw her in convocation hall, to tell her about the beauty in her eyes.
I liked everything about her. I liked the way she walked, talked n her beautiful smile. i didn't love the world before but I do now because it seemed so much more beautiful in her eyes. Now it seems everything is over. what will I say to my dad, when he asks me "why don't you tell her your feeling ki you love her". I don't even have courage to do that. what resists me ??? these are the big questions I have with me, when i walk out from IIT.
someone will feel it in the right way, if you know what i mean. "you will learn something, when you break your heart that way" I think my friends will understand what i wanna convince you. yea... i am talking about her .......

Manav (without soul)

MP3

MP3: Mera Pehla Pehla Pyar

How does a person say "love you" where there are so many girls to love? Obviously this blog is a love to all those girls, whom i met.
In the early 20's manav, a student met a girl. "I saw her on the convocation hall , just hours after I landed in IIT". "there is something about her that.......was making me cazy".
When I was learning my engineering, she is top of the all student.....study hard and get good grades and fool like me thinks that girl has crush on me. Although I have been successful getting girls’ attention of all my life from school to college, But I would never forget my MP3. karla (name change) a beautiful girl in her early 20's, full of blossom have a those blue wonderful eyes. perhaps it is more important to know what intentions she has for me . But the problem is she doesn’t take me seriously even though I talked my feelings. One day in the Batch farewell party, she called me from her seat, "I think you should understand what I'm saying to u". I paused what she was going to say me. She whispered, her soft voice touched my ear....n i shocked.....she said” I know u like me, even I like you thats all." I didn't talk to anybody.....I went to my hostel room and I feel like I am in heaven , that’s all about my MP3.

If u were the FINANCE MINISTER

image courtesy : http://www.timesofindia.com
Great persons are not born....they r made....they made by them self. They welcome challenges...like they enjoy playing with challenges n toughness of problem. here, I'm not talking about the Mr. PC but surely I'm talking 'bout the kind of ministry.. we called it finance. yesterday....while walking down the street ....I saw a lady....quite old....around 40+ in very poor condition. I have no better word to describe her picture...since she was very poor...not having enough money (i guess) eating bread. after watching her . ... i realized ......what can I do in near future so that ....my work will help this lady .....to pursue good meal. but still I'm not able to come up with a solution to a very question of my mind......How could I help....such kind of people. But I'm sure that .......If I become the Finance minster.......

Diseases called society

now it is 4 year completed since I came to IITB. This is the most raddie (useless) place I ever seen in 20 year of my life. Except my degree, IITB has never given me any things which I appreciate in my whole life. People or colleagues in hostel, department are such a people I have never seen. They told me that they are my friend only when they want money to organize any party. Never talk unless they really have work n assignment to do. They talk 'bout tradition, that our senior done that n this. Then why should we follow the same. Since our senior thought that was correct it not necessary that same thing is right for next generation.

P.S. do u believe in love at 1st sight or should i walk by again :p

my name is Earl.......

some day ago i started watching this serial..its kinda gud Tv serial who talks 'bout karma. serial starts as, a man name earl hickey(if im not wrong) did some bad things in his past. he was stealing and doing bad things to people n then he wins a lottery of worth $10,000, sooner he realized he lost his ticket and admitted in hospital with broken leg. He then realizes that his bad luck is the result of karma in which fate punishes him. B'coz he done wrong to the people for which karma punishing him. now he made list of all rotten things he done in past n started correcting those things....n sooner realizes that karma started blessing him with good fruits.
I'm thinking that if all people of this world started making list of bad things they done in past n started correcting that......really this world going to be heaven. don't know 'bout rest of world but i will start making list soon ;)
2nd thought 'bout this serial is ......Indian small screen industry should make this worth kind of serial n stop making " mother-in-law's struggle" kinda serial where nobody knows who is saas n who is bahu. (same age ladies fighting with each other, even director don't know ;) can't distinguish the generations ......sorry but I'm guessing even i don't watch.

Big Bang......

while traveling from mumbai to Delhi to present seminar on engineering, since I'm traveling on train......i brought so many news paper. in newspaper their was only one news which every single paper was covering 'bout the Big Brother's shilpa shetty case. its like an outbreak of H5N1 in rural england farmland. I didn't understand why so buzz 'bout reality show now days in India. some newspaper giving this story as headline. News reports are only dominated by reality shows stories. why journalist forget that there are other so many stories out there which really concern of local people. one major question was in my mind through out my journey that this cheap newspaper and news channels can't force people to read and watch something they just don’t care about.

pyaar se pyaary priya........

triple P? huh!!!!! it sounds like i gonna love p like A's in bacchan family. some time ago i was thinking what to write but finally i started. midsem n valentines day are on the way but still this crazy manav has nothing to do. doesn't it happen in our life ki some time u meet some people n thought u met them before,this time it happen to me. while walking from dept. to hostel i came across a girl whom i recognize my school friend name priya. i continuously goggling at her. She came near to me n said hello i was totally lost. in my mind i was telling ki "dil mein bleeding horahi hai, yaar ye mil jaye toh mein sudher jaun" but suddenly her word struck in my ear......HELLO...... "oh hello.......can i help u" she said where is hostel 11 . again in my mind "D8 at 8 Gr8!" there's nothing more i needed that time.....I'm not sleep talker but this time, i asked "r u priya?" guess what the answer-- sorry but I'm Niharika....suddenly i thought, does this matter whether she is priya or niharika as long as i like her........ then i realized ki "I not even knew an ounce about love"

Happy valentine's day....